That Kohl Eyed Indian Girl

The words fail; And drown me so.. So deep in the Pit again... From where it was Impossible ; Impossible to Rise again. Once it was love... And never was it Abhor I tried though...to Love Again.. But failed again and again. You were the happiness;the dream;the Star of my eyes.. But it had to be so.. It has become melancholy of a lifetime; An incident I would never forget.. The bruises are so deep; The wound may seem to heal.. But Inside doesn't relieve  ... Still it pains..it melts me all... Like a candle flickering flame.. Drop by Drop its finishing away. I don't know what sins I did Commit I don't know  what Mistakes i did. Loving you was my religion While giving myself all sway.. A deep deep memory seems to have been Engraved. The soul has lost its way.. Like a Nomad I now wonder Thinking I am the King; I have the power to Erase.. But how Wrong I was today I know... My dreams left you not even for a day. The dream before I wake up,showed me

Okay!! You married me because I was the one your mother chose for you!! I am smart,confident and beautiful. I am a Careerwoman. I have spent my childhood just like you,cramming up the formula for sulphuric acid and organic chemistry. Yes my parents never forced me to do the household chores and wash the clothes. I have played with the toy cars and Jet models just like you. I am smart,confident and beautiful. I am a Careerwoman. I chose to marry to get a life partner who supports...not the one who subdues. Yes,I am smart,confident and Beautiful I am a Careerwoman. I have had my share of passions.I know what mileage is and why Syria is surrounded by turmoil. I love watching BBC and have a disgust for Soaps!! Does that put you in a state of shock?? Sorry I can't help!! I am smart confident and Beautiful I am a careerwoman. I am emotional,loving and Cool. I know what fag and I am the best driver you can come across!! I am shy,extrovert and cute. I am an all rounder

In the foothills of Cruz mountains, In the sharp yellow lights In the tall buildings of the city In the party of night!! Between the white chicks between the glamor Between the absolute between the Lame Between the love and The lies; Between the Slow Between the Fast, Between The Earth and between the Sky; Between everything you do; Between everything you say; Between The Diwali Between the Christmas; Between the Ego Between the Proud Between  the smile between the tears; Between the Pain Between the Peace: Between the Between: I am the UnNamed feeling which will stay: Forever: Though let my name and images badly Fade Away!!

In the corner of my eyes ; When slumber amorously plays; A diminished feeling rises like the smoke... Obliterated from Clarity; A moving picture which is dulled.. A tear which perforated a long time back. Into the grounds of shattered emotions.. A silhouette now rises Completely virtual still so real It was so monstrous and loving Yet i never cared. I had an illusion that it was mine A long time has eloped since then. Memories faded long time back..!! Like the remnants of an incomplete dream The pieces now blow...  Here and There...!!

That night when the clouds roared, When it had to but it didn’t rain more; The cuckoo awaited the splash, With excitement in her eyelash; The paper boats which children wanted to flow… The colors of feather: which peacock wanted to show!! The girl who wanted to dance, The pools and puddles; The wishes went down the drain; That night it didn’t rain; That night it didn’t rain!! The incomplete art forms; The hand which wanted to draw; The new rainbow; and the muse; Rainbow and sky weren’t any near; The rains didn’t appear; The rains didn’t appear!! The leaves of the Neem tree; The rose plant in the backyard; The dewy grass on the ground Have lost all their hues; Because… Rains didn’t make a queue; Rains didn’t make a queue!! That night when the clouds roared; It is known that in a far off land; a princess Cried; A saga of love had ended in her life!! She fell in love with a Prince of mystic land; Only to realize; The dre

The young lady whom I married turned 27,this september !! 17th April 2013 - The first time I saw her at a Shaadi party,she looked ethereal.A light blue sequinned saree on her beautiful olive colored skin was flowy just like a fairy on the oceany blue waves.Her smile twinkled in resonance with her  silver Jhumkis .I asked my mom if she could make her my bride.Since I was so reluctant to get married,my mom had lost all hopes but when I asked her to talk to Lavanya's  parents:she gleefully agreed.I had fallen in love with the 5'2" tall girl.I am 5"11.It wasnt like any usual marriage.It was different.My luck shone and we both easily got married right after 15 days of my first glancing at her.She was no Katrina Kaif.But she didnt even had to.She was so complete in herself.A face moist with love and innocence.A smile which carved 3 dimples on her cheeks.A voice which almost made the tinkling bells feel shy.A sharp olive colored face.Unlike all the couples we didnt talk e

Sometimes like the whiff of the rainy air; Like an Image floating here and there; Like a past memory;like a feeling; Like the sunshine through a neem tree; Like something so incomplete; A faded comfortable bedsheet... I often find myself wrapped in thee; Like the beautiful walks in the cold eve... Nothing strong like the bitter coffee; Just a soft sweet little candy; Moments my memory escaped truly; Neither tears nor smiles; Just a simple rememberance it be; Like a carved out impression on the washed sands; Still flickering;like a flame without oil;gently, Looking forward but taken back; Sometimes just like that; An emotion not worthy enough to be written; Still these agile fingers write it with no intention; Just passing by harmlessly; Lying still yet moving... By dissolving its little flavor on the chocolaty fudge of life; I love you like a simple cherry sitting pristine, On the Brown cake so proud and fine !!

I am in crush with you ;) The biggest advantage of being single is you can fall "in and "out" of love as many times you can !! Or I better use the word"Crush".And the kind of girl I am ((yes a little boasting is necessary here :p),flamboyant and loving...I usually like guys who are little silent and deep.((Opposites attract you see ;) )) This time I have fallen in "crush" with a mutual friend.I dont know how,but it has happened...Somehow I "happened" to like him....OnLine....he seems to me a little nerdy...he writes quite well...and he is tall ...and loves football...!! I dont know even a bit of him,but  I have stalked him. Never met him,but he seems to be deep !! I like the stillness of his eyes.He isnt much of a hunk...but I just wish some day I get a chance to stroll down the wet road under the light of street lamps.I may never be able to send "friend request" to him,since I lose my audacious nature in front of guys

Inn The Deep meadows of my Consciousness; There is a reflection Of my swinging moods; Caprice of a child and a blooming mind Thats All wHat I WiShh To SiGht... A photographer,a writer and a poet. A painter A Singer and a Choir; BeaUtiful forms of expressions; Each sustains a wave of Joy; My ruffled Look; And my DarK streak of Hair; I Just Dont want to try; The smudged kOhl in my deep set eyes; I came across you,you and you.. Now I wish to come across MEE... ThE bohemian in me is Totally InSaNee. Like the Shiver of The Chilled Winter rAiNs... Hardly I know where I will land; Metamorphosis I sense is on the way; I love being what I am:Complete Bohemian I must Say; A bITch or Frenzyy Let you say... But Still I am Insane A bohemian Completelyy Insane.................

Listen To Ur SoUL---- 09:26 am,Thursday- Ad-mist the yellowish florescent lights of my so called Indian infra giants's  office,I have piles of equipment manuals to be covered , XAT score after re-evaluation screwed me,I dont care what I am wearing to office,today I am wearing a class 11th chooridaar-salwaar suit which adorned my shelf for so many long years and today I picked it up.The worst beep of the desk phones kills my brain cells and I rush to the cafeteria to have Chai worth rupees 8/=, Being a girl I am not supposed to smoke,but certainly I go the smoke zone(the only open area) of the 4th floor (the entire 4th floor is my office)(and twice i smoked),I see South Indian ladies wearing the garland in the hair,giggling and enjoying Idlis with Sambhar and coconut chutney. I feel lost,I feel lost in my workstation number A1-17.The office boy,a young 18 year old fellow comes and asks me-"Do you need anything madam" ?? I smile at him and say no.The innocence i

It all started like that,had a tiff with some one so close to me. Somewhere something broke down....or when you say that"Trust" is like a paper , when crumbled cannot be set back right is almost true,no it wasnt that someone broke my trust...Not at all.But I have my own apprehensions,and those apprehensions took a toll on me....each one of us must have at least loved some one/must have had a huge crush/must have been into a relationship...Obviously at the age of 23 our hormones must have danced in various forms including Salsa!!So with me...I would be telling a pure lie if I say I never ever had a crush in my life!!! for that matter anybody that says it....accept that he/she is the biggest player ;) ;) So kinda I am low on this Friday morning,have no plans of the coming weekend...have an exam in suburbs of bangalore and have no one to escort me...Dunno how I will reach ...I will try I leave the rest upon God,I can see my hard work not paying off correctly....(mumma papa t