That Kohl Eyed Indian Girl

Being 30, has opened up so many dimensions in terms of the way I think. The real life experiences have been hard hitting and I have often found myself at crossroads of emotions and practicality. One such Crossroad which I have faced is Love V/S Fear. I have been fearful of things I have loved,I have loved things which I have been fearful of.  Anyone who knows me closely, knows I am fearful of Dogs, so much so that, I avoid going to morning walks or on streets if there is a slightest probability of them hovering around. And, God forbid if some one is walking along with me on the street, and there is a dog around, I end up holding their wrist so tight, that it leaves a red mark for at least ten minutes. Crazy right? Who on Earth is so scared of Dogs? You might well call it a Phobia. Probably, God sent Brownie to feel the power of Unconditional love. Brownie, is a female street Dog, who has had two heat cycles since the time we have shifted to Ludhiana. Since Punjab faces extreme cold...

The stick was diminishing.It costed me 600.Thanks to my obsession of Brands,I only use German Cosmetics.My Chambor Kajal.The one and only make up product I swear by.This Kajal is water proof and smudge free and guess what,it stands besides me whenever I have a heart break,Whenever I am crying or have emotional outbursts,it helps me by keeping my fish shaped eyes fresh.One line and no one can ever make out whether I had cried the whole night. I remember when in class 9th I was appointed as the monitor as I was the most talkative student.They had tried zillions of ways by making me shut my mouth.But how can,how can a person with such focused emotional eye ever stay quiet??Yes I blabbered.I still do.But the dimensions have changed. Earlier I was just a kid who talked a lot.Relationship advices.A friend in need.The meanings of a girl who blabbered have changed.They evolve and absolve.Till the time my identity takes a hundred new forms. Now they say,I am a girl who can be enticed easily....