LIVING DEATH..!!
So this is life...whether complicated easy cheerful..sad lamenting ...but it is..."life"...you have to Live it...anyhow u just need to take in the pain which might subside and give u intense emotions all erupting out at some point of time in form of hot tears or may some kinda mental trauma.depression melancholy...and what not......anyways im not here to discuss about pain which all the human beings face at some corner of life..be him rich be him poor or whatever...sometimes i really wonder why i have stopped being vicarious for the poor...why dont tears dwell up on seeing a poor naked child...why???Its not that im not emotional anymore its just that I am too used to of seeing the pain...it happens ...when you are tired of overpowering yourself with active emotions and feelings..there is a certain kind of calmness which creeps in you..Its wrong to say its calmness its wrong to give it a positive word...actually i have never come across any english word which can describe this