That Kohl Eyed Indian Girl

My Heart Bleeds....Each Single Day..!! Are you still dead or alive?? The more I try to suppress your memories the more they are revived Those tiny little pillow fights Those unending coffee nights Those baby pampers Those showy fits of anger Its fresh in my mind… The first time we talked on phone The first time you said I was the one The first time u kissed my hand; The first time ever u slept on my Lap.. The first time we shared our Maggi; The first time You asked me to prepare a cup of tea The first time when we shared the warmth of blanket: The first time time my cheeks blushed red in our Love basket The first time we cried together while watching PS.I Love you.. The first time when you said “no matter what I will never leave you”; And Till now everything is embossed on my heart; The last time you said “I am sorry I have to go “ I begged to stay but Still You said No; The day u labeled me Overtly Emotional; And whatever You did as right

Heyy...I have heard this very much and You also use it so many times....this word is reallly very intriguing.. The word "KAASH" kaash main Raja hota...kaaash main mota na hota...kaaaash main IIM-Ahemdabad mein hoti...kaaash main ek supermodel hoti.....I mean to say everyone has this word in life Kaaaash...which means I wish....!!In one or the other form.. Today I also have a "Kaash".....and I know You want it too....A "kaaaash" that every one wants to have....every one wishes to have this ....its an Emotional Bank.. Would not it be beautiful if we have a bank for emotions???... where we can save our emotions...invest on them...some one takes care of our feelings....?? And when the Fixed Deposit of our emotions mature we get good returns?? We have hospitals for the people who are injured....we have banks to care of our hard earned money....we have schools and colleges to give education....but do we have something which can give us emotional comfort when we

For the hug that Never happened: For those smiles left incomplete... For the pranks which I wanted to play: For that kiss which was supposed to be; For the Unfulfilled Life which We dreamt of: For that Unwalked walk in the cold fog. For the Unfelt warmth of Your Heartbeat; For the Tremendous hurt which u gave; For the Efforts which u never Even Tried to make.. For those Unkept promises which are now fade... For making me so Unexpecting... For Not receiving the love which was so fulfilling.... And... For the Emotions which always burn....on this pyre of Our Relation....!! This poem is bringing out the darkness in the luminosity..... People dooo Change......Things dooo change..........!!

Collection of little experiences .... This blog post is esp dedicated to my college freinds- kutti (Neha srivastava),tools(Tulika), Hema, Nidhori(nidhi chauhan),Chowmein(chowdhary),Jota ((Jyoti Khirwar))....!! After 3 years of Hostel Life in the college campus...we were finally out ...every one either stayed in some private apartments or at their relative's place or at their own...And we made sure we enjoyed every bit of it...It was Last year of engg...as in my case the last year of mechanical...bloody hell subjects like Applied Thermodynamics and Fluid Mechanics turned into Soft ..Have one reading and pass subjects((comparable to that of IT/CS))...like Advanced Welding Techniques...Which meant I had ample time to kill...to relax...to enjoy...to absorb myself completely in the leisure of lazying and hanging around with freinds....!! I remember How we waited for the yellow government bus and pretending to be reallly hungry((even though we already had eaten up our packed lunch))...we

This one is an excerpt from my novel which is still unnamed....hope u will enjoy it....and yeah ...this is something like a guy is telling about his life...narrating something...so indirectly he is the narrator and one of the protagonists....without further wasting your time i will let u njoy the flavour...!! ;-) hope it satisfies ur taste buds....ooops....reading ((and or )) soul buds...!! I boarded Lufthansa I didnt know this would happen with me...as If God answered all the prayers ; never thought even incorrigible sinful acts are given a chance to be repaired and..purged !! It was something reallly peaceful about today.. As I entered the flight i could feel the soft warmth of AC wind ((directly through the ducts))on my cold legs..It was quite cold and the chilled air of France could freeze you even if you came in contact with it for 1minute.. My seat was B-6...The people were already seated and too me it seemed to be extremely clustered,anyways I thought I will go to my seat and

Im very sorry to you all...that i write gloomy blogs....but what to do....since the day i have started to write it...or may be even before than that there is no such moment which i have celebrated or some one has celebrated it for me...it is festival time Raksha Bandhan...Independence Day...even my birthday is coming.....but i feel deserted..like staring at a point and not withdrawing my eyes from there...to flow somewhere...somewhere with time...because coming back to reality gives immense pain....loadz of frustration,suicidal tendencies,i beleive i am not the only one to suffer this kind of time...there are many more...but the thing which today has touched me deep deep inside is a type of Human Being...it is very important to realize what kind of a human being are you...you must have analyzed- 1)Do i have a good job? 2)Is my pay up to the mark? 3)Am i doing well in my exams? 4)Am i looking good? 5)If i have all of the above then......How can i grow?? How can i have relationships

Impressions of playing in my lap like a child; Adorning your slumber eyes with the magic of my lullaby; Letting you come into me and giving me such a high; Loving you more than my life;and; Giving you unparalleled joy, These are impressions which will never fade; And will make u miss me like an insane!! Today u broke the connectivity of our souls; Declared I am not your goal; You proved you never loved me from your core Made me feel i wasnt your love but just a sore; These are impressions which will never fade; Will make you regret like an insane!! Now, Though you will have laughter but very mundane; False hopes lingering but and true hopes will drain; You will try to be happy but every single timw you will fail; Companionship of only Emptiness will hail; Satisfaction which could be channeled only through me;will never Sail; Bewildered and wrecked in your all senses you will Faint, You will want to open your eyes in mylap like a child' Will pine for me to kiss your small dreamy eye

So this is life...whether complicated easy cheerful..sad lamenting ...but it is..."life"...you have to Live it...anyhow u just need to take in the pain which might subside and give u intense emotions all erupting out at some point of time in form of hot tears or may some kinda mental trauma.depression melancholy...and what not......anyways im not here to discuss about pain which all the human beings face at some corner of life..be him rich be him poor or whatever...sometimes i really wonder why i have stopped being vicarious for the poor...why dont tears dwell up on seeing a poor naked child...why???Its not that im not emotional anymore its just that I am too used to of seeing the pain...it happens ...when you are tired of overpowering yourself with active emotions and feelings..there is a certain kind of calmness which creeps in you..Its wrong to say its calmness its wrong to give it a positive word...actually i have never come across any english word which can describe this